Thursday, December 2, 2010

AFTER A LOOOOONG TIME....

hello.... is there anyone listening.... oopsssss is anyone reading.... perhaps this is the right question..... i have been away for a very long time.... well was very busy with my studies... and whenever i was not.... i still was reluctant to write....

Too many thoughts... too less time to write.... and much lesser stamina to arrange the thoughts in some order.... that is what i was going through....

I was in Kochi last week, kochi.... My birth place.... spent much of my life there.... the greenery, the rains (God i was missing the rains the most... as if im in sahara), the sea.... everything over there has its own charm.... my granny.... i think she is the first women in my life... i have spent so much of my time with her.... and i was her favourite grandchild..... but now... she hardly remembers me.... oldage, memory loss, poor health..... all rolled into one has made my beautiful granny a fragile bundle of ailing bones.... but then it was very good to sit beside her.... to go into HER WORLD - WHICH IS WHAT SHE IS LIVING IN.... "HER PAST"

Sometimes bad memory plays a very positive role... i dont know if i have written this earlier... "Memory is the root cause of all our sorrows... rather than having a good memory it is always better to have a selective memory" things will surely change positively.....